It's been a month since I returned from Sarasota Opera - high time for an update, methinks. I've waited a long time to write this post, because... well, honestly I needed time to decompress and process my experience.
My experience with Sarasota Opera changed me, and I'm still not 100% clear on what all those changes were. Broadly, I learned what it really means to be a professional opera singer, in terms of outward appearances as well as the internal discipline required. I had my passion for the art re-energized, and learned to identify the sorts of experiences that had worked against it. Perhaps more than anything else, I remembered what it felt like to really live IN the music.
Of all the crimes we have committed against the operatic art form, the obsession with "perfect technique" has to rank near the top. Students are taught to scrutinize each individual note, each individual vowel, and every breath; to the point where the music disappears completely. Students learn to be so afraid of singing anything "wrong" - wrong technique, wrong for their voice, wrong for their development, wrong anything at all - that they become afraid of the music. They learn to be afraid of making an individual sound, or of making a - god forbid - individual artistic choice. So they all work very diligently towards becoming very careful, very safe singing machines.
What students aren't taught is what audiencees really want, and that is passion for the music, intensity in the characters, and real communication with the audience. Ther is actually music out there that will get you out of your seat and screaming with excitement - and that's what we should be giving the ticketholders. To have every note a perfectly pear-shaped tone is nice, and beautiful. But it will leave an audience dead unless it is motivated by such powerful emotion that you may as well be screaming.
Lest we forget our priorities: Corelli had serious technical flaws in his singing, but DAMN! Just try and listen to him sing without getting out of your seat! Price was always exhausted by the time Pace, Pace came on at the end of Forza... but holy crap - you just can't BREATHE while she's singing it. Tebaldi sang on pitch for maybe 3 high notes in her career - but what a sound, and what emotion! Del Monaco recordings are hit and miss; sometimes you get the most beautiful tenor sound you could imagine, sometimes he was just yelling. But his Otello was a rollercoaster for anyone within range. They were not always good technical singers - but they were all very emotive, passionate singers.
In Sarasota, I learned that a real professional opera singer has that kind of emotion on call for every rehearsal. It is his business to be obsessive about the music and text. It is his business to throw himself into the most intense human drama imaginable, over and over again. It is his business to make decisions about the music - decisions that some people will hate, and others will love. An opera singer's job is to take risks with his emotions and his music - and that's something I never learned as a student.
On my last post, an anonymous commenter said
"He has turned pro, knows he can't rant & rave like he did before--end of story."
I'd like to respond by saying, YES I've turned pro, but my policy on ranting/raving remains unchanged. Unfortunately, being professional means that writing in my blog has taken a back seat to learning my music and singing myself hoarse every day. I'm having a great time learning Ramfis (Aida) and Geronte (Manon Lescaut) for my summer gig with Utah Festival Opera though, and I don't think I can resist sharing that with you for long!
It's nice to be back.
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